Stronger in conviction

Felt like I was a floating passerby during team dinner. I am like an observer looking through a lens. Looking at the young and restless doing what they do, the more mature ones doing what they do. 

It’s a show for sure. I don’t enjoy it but I also enjoyed it at some time.

Stronger is what I felt as I sipped the white wine. Stronger in my conviction that I should leave while I am able. While I am healthy and strong. Not when I get bogged down by stress and lack of self care due to work. 

Money is never enough one. But it’s also enough if one chooses to.

I don’t have to answer to anyone. What I have saved up is more than enough for my kids to let them complete their education in a same and comfortable environment.

Still, there’s lingering worries about impacting others if I just leave. That’s a little irresponsible to folks who are making honest bread for families. I’ll be remembered as a passing old fart? Haha

One of the leads commented I look young for my age, and was surprised at the ages of my kids. I reckon he is barely 35. Long way to go bro. All the best. Definitely a nice person and high potential. Good for him. Hope he build a good life for himself and get out soon of this rat race.

Hope the higher boss who flew around the world also have that luck and fortune. He seems a decent guy too. 

TBH, good company if I were to immerse. But I think my remaining time is shorter and I cannot trade this way.

Ok. After CNY, maybe I’ll check out?