its happening again
Nothing was wrong with life
but why
I seem to think I got it
I guess its the lack of closeness
the lack of talking
each day, just be on our phones, on our earphones until we sleep
and then I started feeling resentful
resentful of what I need to do in the next 1-2 years
resentful because I know its going to eat a chunk of me when I do that, and its a big sacrifice, and yet my intuition and past experiences tell me that this will be a sacrifice in vain. I will be suffering for no good reason and I am thus wasting my life
I know even after doing this big thing, it's not going to matter, because it's only big to me. Its not important to others
No one will know my pain
I want to leave, but I can't bear to
its a struggle
its like a dead end
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