I like to have fun too
I had many ideas and motivations before
But alas, life will mellow you in ways you don’t expect
How do you continue to be spontaneous and engaging when your partner resents you all the time? Especially when it hurts. The strange feeling that she will never ever treat your parent and siblings as real family. Just “no choice” but to accept unwilling kind of attitude
Keep a distance type. View every intention with suspect type.
How do you keep having motivation to have fun with her in your life? Everything deflates. I just want to reduce to avoid disappointment later
That’s how life can crush you
I want to have fun too
