Filial wrong direction

 Me trying to be filial 

But it’s off

I loved all

But I am torn

One side I want to and can

One side I want to but cannot

I will become a great sinner

So end up, the side I can I must stop

The side I want but cannot I will do the wrong

So both wrong

At least it’s consistent right ?

Else how do I face myself 

Me the fucking 2 faced Chee bye